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27th-Mar-2006 10:24 am
Crazy
I've been journaling (in this journal) since 2002 in this journal (April 24th to be exact). Before that, I journaled on a journal by the name of midnightkiss (given to me by a friend who is no longer on my journal - whom I miss).

Anyhoo ... since it's been almost 4 years, I'd like to know what ya'll think ... I'm making this entry public AND allowing anonymous posting without IP tracking.

In my journal, what would you like to see? More about Robin's daily doings? More about my past/history? More about my dreams and goals?

Also, what do you REALLY think of me??? Come on, it's confession time! I'm taking a page from wendy who had a Confessions entry a while back. Tell me a secret, tell me what you think, tell me ANYTHING you wish to tell me ... send your friends, send anyone to this journal.

Talk to me ... post to me ... tell me what you think and feel ... give me your dreams and aspirations ... tell me your deepest secret ... your fears ... the positive ... the negative ... LET IT OUT!!! :D
Comments 
27th-Mar-2006 03:34 pm (UTC)
Anonymous
Honestly I would love to see more of your pictures. I love seeing them. Perhaps a "Day in the Life of Robin" sort of post would be wonderful!

I love seeing posts about you and your family. You should post more "I remember" posts and perhaps show some more pictures to go along with them if possible.

27th-Mar-2006 03:46 pm (UTC)
I will definitely try to do that ... I like a "Day in the life" ... I actually HATE pictures of me tho ... so I'll try to do better with that :D

PS Sorry forgot to turn off the IP on anonymous posting ... I fixed that ... I don't pay much attention to IPs anymore anyway ... since the 99.99% of my entries are friends only :D
27th-Mar-2006 04:28 pm (UTC)
Honestly I don't care that you know it is me. Heck, I'm not saying anything I wouldn't say anyway!

You've got a smile that could melt a frozen heart. You have a beauty that shines through. Don't hide BEHIND the camera all of the time.
27th-Mar-2006 07:26 pm (UTC)
In actuality I didn't realize it was you ... And I allowed anonymous posting so people could secrets ...

I hate my looks ... it's one of the things I truly hate about myself ... my whole self-esteem sucks ...but I'm sure everyone knew that ...

Anyhoo ... I'll think about the picture thing ... it's been highly requested :D
27th-Mar-2006 07:29 pm (UTC)
You & I have the same problem. I would be content to go through life without looking in a mirror. I think I'm attrocious!
27th-Mar-2006 10:58 pm (UTC)
I think you are beautiful ... perception is the thing isn't it??? :(
27th-Mar-2006 03:36 pm (UTC)
Robin...I'd like to see you write in your journal about the things that are important to you. Don't worry so much about what *I* want to read, write about what matters to you.

JMO, because you asked for it. :)
27th-Mar-2006 03:48 pm (UTC)
Thank for the comment and yes I do want your opinion. It's hard for me to write sometimes when I get in a funk ... right now I'm in that mode ... still in the grieving process and I'm not good at letting that side of me out ... so I was more or less looking for inspiration from my friends to help me get motivated :D

Not so much in worried about 'what' ya'll want to read, as in something to help me get motivated into writing more ... and processing my thoughts ... I hope I make sense :D

Thanks Ms Wendy ... or should I say Queen Wendy? ;)
27th-Mar-2006 04:03 pm (UTC)
I am with Wendy. She pretty much said what I was going to say :)
27th-Mar-2006 04:11 pm (UTC)
Thanks, I do appreciate the comments ... I'm just looking for inspiration :D maybe some topics ... I should do a weekly topic ... hmmmm we'll see :D
27th-Mar-2006 04:41 pm (UTC)
I agree with Wendy 110%.

Whatever YOU want to share with me, I'll take! :)
27th-Mar-2006 07:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks Renae I appreciate it :D Ya'll are way too good to me :D
31st-Mar-2006 03:43 am (UTC)
and of course I agree with Renae and everyone she agrees with ;) You should write whatever you want to share. I like seeing you here - no matter what it is about.

HUGS
27th-Mar-2006 03:50 pm (UTC)
Anonymous
More daily life and past experiences.

My secrets to dark to share for now.
27th-Mar-2006 03:54 pm (UTC)
Seems to be the general theme ... more daily life / past experiences ... thanks for commenting and *HUGS* to you ... if you need to talk I've got a good ear to listen and a shoulder to lean on :D
27th-Mar-2006 04:31 pm (UTC)
I love you and think the world of you, and always will. You are one of those people that just DOES so much for others and expects nothing at all in return, you have one of the kindest hearts of anyone I know. You say you love people, and you MEAN it. It's something you feel very deeply. You show care and concern even when your own heart is breaking. You are an incredible listener and so FULL of patience, even though you don't think you are, you ARE. Just because we lose our temper, say things we may or may not mean at the time, doesn't mean we're not patient people.

I was blessed the day that I met you because you're a true friend. You're not one that says they'll do or act a certain way, and then doesn't. I love you very much, and I mean that.

As for what I want you to post? Whatever you want to show everyone, sister. Whatever you want. I don't even care if you think it's boring, it's important to you and therefore, I wanna read it.

You are a beautiful, beautiful person.
27th-Mar-2006 07:27 pm (UTC)
You are way too kind ... WAY TOO KIND ... you all really don't know me very well ... I'm not easy to live with ... just ask my husband and family LOL
31st-Mar-2006 04:02 am (UTC)
FYI -- I agree with carrie wholeheartedly... I could not have said it better.... I truly truly was blessed the day I met you and continue to be blessed for knowing you

I don't think you realize how deeply and truly you touch my life and the lives of so so many other people.

You are a beautiful person inside and out. Your smile brightens the world around you. You are a remarkable lady and far too often you sell yourself short. Believe in yourself. Don't beat yourself up. Don't be so hard on yourself. You truly are a wonderful and amazing person and the world is better because you are in it.
27th-Mar-2006 04:49 pm (UTC)
Hi Robin! :) Even though I've been your LJ friend for quite a while, I'd like to know about the roads you have traveled on (your past) and everything that has brought you to where you are today. I do know quite a bit about your family life, but that's really all I know. I'd love to know more about you because you are such an amazing person.
27th-Mar-2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks sister ... not sure what to write about me ... my thoughts stay so ... up in the air :D LOL
27th-Mar-2006 05:07 pm (UTC)
Write whatever you like hun! You are you and that's what I like.

But.. I would like to know any happy memories of your childhood. Elaborate on that. :)
27th-Mar-2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks sister :D Most appreciative ... happy memories of my childhood ... *ponders this question*
27th-Mar-2006 07:12 pm (UTC)
one on my friends list showed this group where you take picturse all day..like fifty of them..and put behind a cut and show what you did all day...one started with brushing her teeth and so on..it was cool..you should do that. I want to try that..*smile*
huggers
27th-Mar-2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
Ooo now as long as I didn't have to take them of me ... I'd be HAPPY to do that LOL
27th-Mar-2006 07:30 pm (UTC)
I think this would be a fun challenge for you to post on your friends' list. I would do it!
27th-Mar-2006 09:26 pm (UTC)
nope...no you...one posted of her kids...maybe a couple out of fifty with her in it...but the rest were of her house, her kids, food, one even had the tv showing the show they watched or whatever...it is really cool.
huggers
27th-Mar-2006 10:59 pm (UTC)
UGH ... why ME??? :(
27th-Mar-2006 11:04 pm (UTC)
Why??? because we LOVE you...*straightening MIckey Mouse ears*
28th-Mar-2006 01:43 am (UTC)
M O U S E .... :D LOL
28th-Mar-2006 06:58 pm (UTC)
Hey there!

I think our journals should be about our lives. I need to make a resolution to post in mine more!

My deepest secret......SORRY! lol
2nd-Apr-2006 06:17 am (UTC)
Oh come on ... surely you have a secret to share ;)
30th-Apr-2006 02:54 am (UTC)
i added you, hope you don't mind....we seem to have lots in common ;)
17th-May-2006 03:19 am (UTC)
Hi,Robin--I'm Wendy! Yep--another Wendy! LOL.

Found you thru Annie, and in checking your intriguing interests' list, I hope you don't mind if I ask a question.

You seem to have an innate knowledge of hauntings and ghosts, etc. I also see you have a deep-seeded interest in religion as well as matters Native American.

Is it your understanding of Native American beliefs that have helped you address hauntings, or how is it you come to terms of them in spite of religious tenets?

I guess it's the reporter in me--LOL!
17th-May-2006 03:52 am (UTC)
Partly Native American ... partly my Dad I guess ... is where I get this from ... he (my Dad) believed that messages came through dreams ... and I believe that we learn things in our dreams ... if we open our minds to such beliefs.

In the Bible it talks of spirits ... not sure I would say that I have a deep-seeded interes in religion, but I'm trying to find my way so to speak through what I exactly believe.

Alot of my beliefs have been deeply installed in me through my growing up years ... while I have yet to see what most people would interpret as a 'ghost', I have certainly felt spirits, both good and evil ... sometimes I can feel certain things inside of homes ... and vehicles ...

My Dad owned a 1968 Limo, and one night he was driving home, and in the back of the vehicle he saw an older man with a hat. He was going a little fast, and it was on slick roads. He slowed down to turn around to find out who was in the car with him, and just as he slowed down, he hit a slick patch on the road. By the time he had control and checked the back again, no one was there.

Also, I was at home one day watching TV. We owned a pit/boxer dog. All the sudden this horn kept blowing... like someone was laying on the horn ... well I went outside and our dog went with me. The hair stood on his back as he circled the limo. There was NO ONE in or near the vehicle.

My parents laughed at me and told me it was just a short in the wiring. It happened again to my parents, when my Dad had it checked out, there was no short in the wiring anywhere.

When it would rain, there was a spot in the limo floor that would be damp. There were no leaks anywhere and the spot was almost center of the back of the limo. Dad researched the previous owners of the limo and supposedly a little old man and woman owned the vehicle and someone had been hurt/killed in the car ...

I always had the creeps around the car ... from the day he brought it home. I could feel a spirit in the vehicle ... my Dad told me stories about the vehicle after he got rid of it ... he didn't want me get upset or worry ... but in all honesty I would NOT go around that car at night without my pit bull/boxer mix with me.


Nice to meet you Wendy ... Annie is an awesome woman ... glad to meet you and feel free to ask me anything ... might not always be able to answer but I will try :D
18th-May-2006 03:59 am (UTC)
That is SO interesting!

I had many experiences while young--both on a prophetic order and thru dreams, feelings and impressions, etc.

Jeanna fmdjgirl started a community called dead_among_us, and this would make a cool story for it.

Likewise, feel free to drop by my place anytime, too! I boast the longest profile page on LJ!

And, strangest!
18th-May-2006 04:34 am (UTC)
Ah ... I had checked out your profile ... VERY INTERESTING ... very ... unique ... I have a feeling you are a very unusual person ... I also feel you ... hold back a small part of yourself ... you are very friendly and very outgoing ... but it takes a while to get to know you ... and you LOVE LOVE LOVE to shock people ... to gather their reactions ... to see what makes them ... TICK!

I'm right ... you know I am LOL
20th-May-2006 09:31 pm (UTC)
Hory clap!

OK, you got me--dead nuts. Maybe there is more to your prediction than you realize. Perhaps this is what led to your psychic abilities around the limo?

I predict you are psychically talented as well.

And, I predict you need to add me to see my locked posts and see if you're right?! LOL.
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